I just have to be who i am. We have fun and we laugh together and we love each other and are affectionate. We'll do everything together if we can. And we make love like crazies over and over again twice before getting up and throughout the day.
We have fun.
And that's why he likes me, it's because we have fun, it's my ultimate craving to be with him as much as I can. And he is with me as much as he can too.
He does love me.
But I have to get over being jealous because that's not really the Suzy he loves.
That's a panicky, obsessed, drama filled and tearful Suzy that's not really me, or at least well, I'm done being her!
If this 38 year old is after him, I'm just gonna stick to my place and well, things should get settled.
Maybe go more to Vail to shows and things so I can meet this terrible thing that seems to be after my man.
I wish I could block her number but well, it has to come from him...
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